tidur selepas kepenatan belajar, bikin assignment, dan juga melayari internet~
hahaha.
so the story goes like this.
my phone ringed and ofcourse, aku angkatlah, kan.
an auntie called me.
and she told me about her son.
her son = my ex-school-mate.
we are not really that close since he was in this other class.
so.... emmm.
this auntie was very worried about her son.
well, which mother wouldn't, right?
she asked me to, emm sort of looking out for him.
no, he is not with me here in Kuantan.
i'm not really sure where he is,
but yeap, he's studying.
so why this auntie was so worried?
first of all, [these are what she told me.]
her son is not really "tough" whereas the course he take is tough.
the classes are 8-5 everyday. i'm not sure whether it's 6 days per week or what.
and of course, for all of us, student, there is no easy subject.
the boy is (currently) stressed out, because he got no friends, and etcetera.
so, this auntie asked me to like, text him, call him and all that so that he'll never feel alone, he'll feel like he has someone to talk to.
the question here.....
kalau aku care dengan dia, peduli akan dia,
will he misunderstand me?
it's not that i don't like him,
it's just that i don't want to send him the wrong signal that could leads to complications later on~
and the best part here,
i'm VERY afraid that orang akan fitnah aku apa semua.
okay.
contoh aku dan Azrol.
memang aku care gila dengan dia.
setiap masalah dia, aku dengar, aku bantu dia to lesser the burden.
memang la aku tak selesaikan masalah dia,
sebab aku cuma mampu bagi options kat dia supaya dia dapat jalan penyelesaian yang terbaik.
dan aku PASTI dia tak akan salah faham, dan orang pun tak akan cakap apa sebab.
1. we are JUST school-friend.
2. kitorang dah terang-terang cakap yang we are only friends. not more.
3. i've been his friend for two years i guess? huhu~
but with this boy,
kitorang JARANG berborak,
itu pun bila jumpa - kat luar sekolah.
kat sekolah, kalau terserempak pun, JARANG SENYUM.
he was timid,
and i was like, "i won't smile until YOU smile first."
no, i'm not being snobbish and all that.
i'm just that weird~ XD
if kitorang suddenly rapat.
bukankah itu akan menimbulkan kemusykilan dalam hati rakyat jelata~?
( ceh, gaya macam kau ni ruler pula~)
aku cuma takmahu orang cakap buruk tentang kami.
aku tak mahu hilang kawan sebab khabar angin lagi~
cukuplah sekali masa aku darjah lima dulu.
aku tahu, i shouldn't listen to khabar angin,
tapi khabar angin is too harsh for me.
like seriously.
this auntie give me this huge responsibility.
read again, RESPONSIBILITY. not burden.
| "Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau jadikan hati kami condong kepada kesesatan sesudah Engkau beri petunjuk kepada kami, dan karuniakanlah kepada kami rahmat dari sisi Engkau; karena sesungguhnya Engkau-lah Maha Pemberi (karunia)". |
| QS Al-Imran [3] Ayat 8 |
moga-moga hati aku kuat untuk bantu dia jadi kuat. =)
[doa credit to: http://doa.rumahrayya.com/index.php?doa_id=8]
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